wear clothes you've never seen me in. I walk to the bar on the
corner in high-heeled black boots and a fake leopard-skin coat
and drink tequila sunrises until it rains.
and read books about love. I listen to music I'm too old for,
smoke cigars and dye my hair Scandinavian blonde. I talk to
strange cats in strange streets.
women I don't know. I wear earrings that glow in the dark and
take taxis everywhere. I climb to the top of a hill just to pretend
I'm somewhere else.
I don't do the dishes for days.
I carry a bottle of schnapps in my coat pocket and talk to men
whose boyfriends don't understand them. I play pinball for
hours at a stretch.
magazines and drinking mochaccinos. I tie a bright red scarf
around my wrist just because it feels good. I buy cooked chicken
from the supermarket and share it with the cat.
I plant lobelias outside my window.
I sing along to the Sex Pistols at 2 o'clock in the morning,
I dance with queens and take speed with car converters.
I wait for you to come home.
Credit note: "When You're Not Here" is published in Janis Freegard's new poetry collection The Glass Rooster and is reproduced by permission of the author and of the publisher, Auckland University Press.
About Janis Freegard: Janis lives in Wellington, with an historian and a cat, and works in the public service. Her first full-length poetry collection, Kingdom Animalia: The Escapades of Linnaeus, was published by Auckland University Press in 2011. She is also the author of a chapbook, The Continuing Adventures of Alice Spider (Anomalous Press, 2013), and co-author of AUP New Poets 3 (AUP, 2008).

She also writes fiction, is a past winner of the BNZ Katherine Mansfield Award, and has just published her first novel, The Year of Falling (Mākaro Press, 2015). She blogs at http://janisfreegard.com.

Tim says: I recently finished reading The Glass Rooster - and very much enjoyed it. "When You're Not Here", with its lovely mix of yearning and bristling independence, is one of my favourite poems in this excellent collection.
The Tuesday Poem: This week's Tuesday Poem is A Letter To Jim Harrison, by Lindsay Pope.
3 comments:
A very feisty poem this full of fun and independance. Glad you posted it Tim.
great stuff - i do those sort of things too but i sing along with NWA
Thanks, Helen and Jennifer! Jennifer - have you seen the NWA movie?
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